What Ever Happened to Sin?

  I'm going to come straight to the point: we don't talk about sin anymore. We talk about brokenness and being messy, which is good. We talk about crushed Cheerios in our minivans or how we just can't get to the gym. Maybe even about the truth of our hard days, and where we feel we don't measure up. All good. And in light of all that, we talk a lot about God's love for us, a most necessary shift from the past. There is nothing we can do to make Him love us less; we know that now, right? It's important to know that God sees into our brokenness and mess and does not turn away. Again, all good. Authenticity is great. Being grounded in God's love is necessary. But what happens when we divorce it from sin? When we don't look past our crushed Cheerios and failed gym membership to see the ways we rebel against God Himself? What Happens When We Don't Talk About Sin Well, if that happens, then we can go to church and just feel good about ourselves. We go sing about how much God loves us and it fills us up to live another week. We sing what I call "Law 1" songs. If you aren't familiar, the gospel tract we often use in Cru ministry called "Knowing God Personally" used to be called "The Four Spiritual Laws." Law 1 is, "God loves you and has a wonderful plan for your life." Good news, but not if we forget law 2, "Man is sinful and separated from God." I know. Who wants to talk about that? I do. Because what does it mean to us that God loves us if we aren't conscious of the fact that we don't deserve that love? If we don't face the hard truth that apart from the death of Christ, I cannot stand in the presence of God? Why We Need to Talk About Sin When our "brokenness" and "mess" fails to encompass the reality of sin, we miss something of God. When it's only about bringing our wounds and not our moral failure to the surface, we don't experience the full extent of what God has done for us. Jesus didn't die for our crushed Cheerios or our failure to work out. He died for the ways we choose to walk away from God, over and over, day after day. Growing up, I was not acutely aware of my sin. I was a good kid. The kind other parents probably wished they had. So when I was presented with the idea that I was a sinner in need of grace, I accepted it at a head level. I couldn't really see much God was saving me from. But as I grew, I began to be confronted by the depths of how I do try to live independently of God. I saw the deep desire in my heart to be my own savior, ruler of my own…

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Finding God in the Wilderness

  In March, I spoke at a women's conference about finding God in unexpected journeys. I talked about the Israelites as they left Egypt (when a season isn't the good you expected), wandered in the wilderness (when God makes you wait and you don't know why), and experienced the promised land (when life is just the way you want it to be). Last fall, when I was writing these talks, I was living in a pretty good season. I resonated with the promised land experience. And then God invited me back into the wilderness. Suddenly, I need to listen to my own words. Finding Myself in the Wilderness I warned the retreat attendees about this: our real promised land is ahead. God doesn't leave us long in those seasons. He has more for us to learn. Hence, the journey back into the wild. See, for most of 2019 so far, I've experienced bouts of dizziness and headaches that at times have been debilitating. At the least, they are rarely completely gone (thanks for nothing, new year). Finally, after an MRI (thankfully clear) and a trip to the neurologist, I was diagnosed with basilar migraines, a diagnosis that still leaves me skeptical, but at least gives me some direction. It's been a strange season to walk through. It's hard not knowing how I will feel from day to day, how long it will last. I've wondered what He is doing, what He wants to teach me through this. Like the Israelites, once I realized I was back in the wilderness, I started asking God for the shortest way out. Sure, You can teach me something, but could you make it fast? And easy? It's hard to be in a place where we realize we aren't the ones in control. The wilderness is tiring, humbling, and at times confusing. A friend of mine put it recently, "God has you in a fog." Indeed. I don't know about you, but I can't see well in the fog. Yet as I said at the retreat (curse my words coming back to haunt me!) we can find God in the wilderness, no matter how foggy it is. Better yet, He can see through the fog. He knows the way out of this wilderness. So I'm looking for God in all of this. And I'm finding Him. Finding God in the Wilderness He is using this season to slow me down even more (I swear pretty soon I'll be going backward). As much as I hate doing less, He reassures me that it doesn't diminish me. Prayers I have prayed are being answered through this (be careful what you pray for!). In my hardest moments, I have heard His voice speak tenderly and consistently to me words of comfort and invitation. He has felt closer than ever. Friends have stepped in and wrapped my weakness, fears, and grief with love and care, and in the process taught me more how to let others care for me…

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